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♥ 9 Notes / Sun May 6th, 2012 ≡ reblogyou know those kisses where you’ve been waiting so long and you finally build up to the moment? they’re the ‘hello i’ve missed you’ or the ‘don’t go’ kisses, the ones that make you get butterflies in your stomach no matter how long you’ve been dating and the ones where you press into each other,…

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THAT AMAZING MOMENT. WHEN U AND JUSTIN BIEBER HAVE THE SAME SWEATER. :)
(Source: malik-dick, via dr3aming-0f-the-sea)
♥ 20354 Notes / Fri May 4th, 2012 ≡ reblogSo its been a LONG LONG LONG time but heres the jist of things. SO i cheated on my boyfriend.. what i did is irrelevant but i cheated on him HOWEVER the “cheating” involved no physical contact. when i told him it had to be the Hardest thing Ive ever done in my life. He sounded so devastated. Even though i knew it would hurt him I had to tell him, because if it were me i would want to know the truth.I felt so giuilty, I felt even worse because he didnt dump me, so I had to live with him tlking to me everyday and seeing how sad he was. Reading this you guys are all like “omg shes such a slut, what a bitch” But as a quick reminder I TOLD HIM 2DAYS AFTER CHEATING, AND I TOLD HIM MY SELF I CHEATED APRIL7 AND TOLD HIM APRIL 9TH, AND WE HAVE BEEN DATING SINCE DECEMBER 25TH.ALRIGHT SO…..
One day I was tlaking to my freind about how great of a bf I have because after i hurt him he sucked it up and toldme that his love for me over powered his hate and he was sucha good BF. She said no he’s probably cheating but i told her about how before i told him about mee cheating i told him he can tell me anyhting adn i wont get mad even if it means him cheating cause i just want to know the truth, and he said nothing.
That night i was on oovoo on my phone and i get a chat message from eric’s acount saying “hey its mariah.” its a frined of his ive known about her for a long time. then we chat and i (kinda sneaky) asked if she’d ever dated him and seh said yes.. i was kinda shocked but continued to ask her how long. she said a week. on top of that i said ohh wehn was this “MARCH” SHE SAID.I LAUGHED IT OFF “OHHHHH LAST MARCH RIGHT?” NO SILLY THIS MARCH.
HELL BROKE LOOSE.
*MIND YOU SHE DOESNT KNOW WERE DATIGN SO IM NOT EVEN MAD AT HER IM MADE AT HIM.*
- I THEN ASKED HER WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U GUYS KISSED? SHE SAID FEBURARY.
So, relationship Update,
So eric completely ignored me on thursday and Friday and I was so hurt and annoyed casue i knew my freinds werer right. ALl week all they did was talk about how he wouldnt come ot he mixer at first i denied it but after a while i was scared they wuld be right. I was SO excited to go and i begged my parents to let me go and practically sacrificed my whole social life for this dance and he didnt even go. ANYWAYS the night of the mixer came and well i held it together no tears at all and then after a while i got scared, I thought he was hurt, i genuinly thought he had got hit by a car, or food poision.. again… or something. I was mad but on saturday night after being relly depressed and cried alot. It hurt the most cause in my mind we were broken up. on Sunday he chatted me and explained what happened. AFter a good hour of him apologizing we figured it out and he made a status about me ill post a pic of it but yea. AFTER that i kinda forgived him but i told him that i changed nad tha ti wasnt gonna be the same anymore form now on ive decided im not gonna be that pressed with him it hurts me so much when im so much more invested int he relationshipa nd he isnt. i hate it. ANYWAYS on top of that I get to school and deicded to not tell anyoen we werre still together. THEN I told my freind alyssa and neda nad i regret it sooo much i TOLD them that me and eric we still together and we didnt break up and i got yelled at by them and they got mad at me for still dating him. I HATE THIS i hate having to feel this way and what hurts the most is eric doesnt even understand how much i have to go through to just be his, not even that nad someitmes i wonder if he even cares.
- Wondering,
Rahel
♥ / Tue Mar 27th, 2012 ≡ reblog